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Things have changed...ALOT!

that is all. ♥

SPPPEEERRRRRMMMMM !!!!!! :D

♥ you sandeehh.

R.I.P Thursday. My beloved fish. :'(

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Wow shock horror shes updating. :O

Nothing much has been going on. I went shopping with Sandra today...it was enjoyable. I bought a belt that had a pretty bow on it just cause im lame and we bought two fish that Sandra named Bert and Dirty Frank. Sandra drove this little motorised car into my LARGE coke and it went all over the little display thing and the lady got really angry...so we went away and came back with napkins. She didnt think we would come back and started calling us disrespectful when we were right behind her. She took it back but eh. I felt bad. It was also again pointed out how many people stare at me. Haha im the devil.

Im leaving in less than a month. Infact its exactly..*works it out*..24 days till i go. We need to shopXcore guys.

Dad and i decided last night that next year we are going to become qualified divers and also take a Photography course together. I love this idea. Since when do i get to spend time with my Daddykins ? NEVER! Hmm.

We might be meeting at Garden city tomorrow night to do some more shopping and catch a flick for anyone interested.

FISHIES WERE EATING :D *cute*

Hahaha Cam just named my other fishy Thursday. Cause hes not obsessed no no..not at all ;)

Its so good to see my brother as happy as he is. Karlia (sp?) is so sweet and nice and lovely. For those of you who know my brother im quite sure you would agree that this is a good thing for him. At my 'gathering' on Sunday night they both came out and chatted for a while and then nick being the legend he is...went and picked up Davey from Fruitgrove WOO YEAH! Haha that was a good night for all involved. Pity SANDRA coudlnt come. *tisk tisk* haha its ok i forgive you.

Sonny sent me a message today asking if i could get to Kedron tonight. Which is a bitch cause i cant :( Hes a good lad. Ill definatly see him these holidays.

Aww this song WITHOUT FAIL always reminds me of Jason. Go and listen to it. Its lovely. Some Seek Forgiveness, Others Escape - Underoath. I feel distanced from that kid today. *sigh* not cool. Although we did have fun on Sunday. Bashing the shiz nizzle out of each other. :) " Hey ungraceful i will teach you to forgive one another " Hmm *sigh*

Im rambling on about nothing incase you cant tell...Just so i can say that i have actually written an update. Meh this is good enough.
Stay safe kids.
xXx
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Everyone that is cool must come along to the lions den at 4pm friday afternoon, 3rd december.. watch some bands, it'll be fun.


♥ phils idea
♥ for the record
♥ your night sky
♥ coup de grace
♥ the only reply
♥ another day down

4pm - 7pm, lions den cafe, ann street brisbane. across from king george square.. $8.. lots of fun, bring your friends..

As written by Ryan (The only reply).

It would be great to see you all there. Joey you better meet up and get drunk with us *shakes fist* hehehe.

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I miss them so much. They were such a huge part of my life for such a long period of time and its really been hitting me lately. I miss the old him. I miss having someone care about me like that. This is such a horrible feeling. Hate mixed with love. Bad mix. They dont give a fuck about me. I wish i could feel the same.

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*NEARLY PEED MYSELF*

LOOK AT ME LOOK AT ME :D

haha im on the net at 2 in the morning...wooo

ok im going..tired..need...sleep

xxx <3

Woa. I havent updated in a while. No i dont intend on writing anything about myself...as im sure no one would be interested. I have a few people to thank and a few people to send my love to.

Jason- What else can i say but i love you ?? Your my best friend and i wouldnt have it any other way. You keep me smiling and keep me laughing. Every second with you is a good one. Dont forget ok panda ? :D

Crystal- Well dipshit..haha kidding. Our midnight chats outside are always either really helpful or really funny. Thank-you for being such a huge part of my life. I love the time we spend and i love you for spending it with me. Your a beautiful girl so dont ever think otherwise. <3

Sandehh- Haha my most precious sandeeh pants. I dont think there has ever been a day when we are together and we havent both nearly peed our pants. Your such fun to be around and im glad we are so much closer these days. I love you so much for everything you are and everything you do and especially for everything you say ;) I LOVE YOU !!!! <3

Cherie- Theres definatly a distance between us and i miss the time we use to spend together. HOWEVER. You are still such a huge part of my life and i thank-you so much for being apart of it. Your such a beautiful girl. I see so much strength in you baby and i see such talent...i see that you are going to go wherever your dreams take you. Im proud to know you.

David- Im glad we have met again. I hold so much love and respect for you. If only you could see what i can. *sigh* Hope your having fun at schoolies mate. REMEMBER ! DONT GET RAPED ! hahaha. but seriously...i have so much fun with you...and our random encounter the other day was muchly enjoyed. <3

Well ive just decided that writing about anyone else would be pointless as they wont be reading it. These people mean the world to me...you guys basically keep me sane and keep me going. I love you all. Thank-you.

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Brisbanes local band The Room are performing at the Petrie Tavern for the Woodstock Rock Challenge on Dec 3 and im here to promote this. With influences such as Muse, Mars Volta, Tool, Pink Floyd, APC, Radiohead, The Cure and Deftones it surely suggests a great show.

SUPPORT YOUR LOCAL BAND !!!!

If your interested talk to me and ill give you ticket info. Tell your friends. Hope to see you all there.

Peace

xxx

You are great. :( *wishes*

Some ppl dont deserve to live..this is sad :( SICK FUCKER!!
: If you care about animals AT ALL.

There's an artist, Nathalia Edenmont, who kills cats, mice, doves, RABBITS, and other animals, mutilates their bodies, and then takes their photographs. She's on exhibit, among other places, at the Wetterling Gallery in Sweden. She has taken the top halves of five white mice and made them into finger puppets. She beat a cat to death with a stick. And this is called art. This is not only inhumane, but morally reprehensible.

Link to samples of the exhibit (warning! offensive content): http://www.wetterlinggallery.com/archive/nathalia/nathalia_main.htm
The Wetterling Gallery's Justification of her work: http://www.wetterlinggallery.com/newsletter/newsletter.htm

*****Link to the petition against her: http://www.thepetitionsite.com/takeaction/853089392

[If you think this is wrong please repost this!]

Your Beautiful...Your Funny...Your AMAZING...Your Everything I Want... But Thats Not Good Enough.


*feelin it*


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It was Beths birthday today. *sings* i made a cake and Crystal bought games. Unfortunatly our dearest Beth took the day off :P. So we had to eat the cake with spoons....Jase and I had a huge cake fight and both ended up COVERED in cake...alllll around jasons face...on our clothing..on the floor..IN OUR HAIR !!! hahaha.

We had this amazing debate in HRE about Homosexuality being a sin in gods eyes. We so totally won ;) hehe. They say its a CHOICE to be attracted to the same sex. I dont believe that. They say that homosexuality and murder fall into the same 'type' of sin. Who COULD agree with that. YES they are both sins...but they are definatly not sins to the same extent. I think if i was to listen to what christians mostly preach about...its that god loves and cares for us...and wishes us only happiness. So taking that into concideration i find it hard to come to grips with the fact that he would condemn homosexuality...no-matter how happy it makes the person. eh. *rambled out*

Random statement that makes total sence to me.

... to see the way i hurt someone so close to me breaks my heart into pieces...only to be stomped/crushed and spat on. :'(

I had an awesome time at my party and thank you to all that came and shared it with me. Making my birthday super-tastic. We all got drunk and have so many stories to tell. But i dont think my fingers are up to all the typing. I had an awesome weekend.

Friday - My Birthday. Friday Night - My Party.

Saturday - Clean the house.

Sunday - Die Crystals hair for her.

Monday - Go to the doctors. Bus it to Jasons. Jase and I bus it to the plaza...meet up with Crystal.

Tuesday - Sore eye. Jase Crystal and I head to school.

There are alot of stories that could be slotted in amongst that explanation but as i said my fingers arent up to the challenge.

I just watched Me, Myself and Irene. Its quite a good movie but i think i enjoyed it much more the first time i watched it. I dont tend to post much on here do i. Maybe i should try and get back into doing so.

A friendship has recently been mended and im quite happy about it. Just thought i would mention that before i go. ;)

Love xoxox

I just went to sit outside for a bit...and the whole inside of my body started shaking...and my eyes were going crazy. Ive never felt so weird...ever.

Im a freaakkk im a freeeaak *sings*

Still cant wait till Friday its gonna be a hell awesome night. one to remember ;)

Jase...I WANNNNAAA SEEEEEEEE *in reference to his hair*

I AM 70% EMO! Well.. I've made the cut! Now I'll go buy some promise rings and knit myself a sweater. Take the EMO test at Fuali.com

Hahaha beat you jase ;)

Went to see something with numbers and the amity affliction (+ other various local bands) play at the lions den with Jase and Andy. It was awesome. SWN played the song me and Jase always sing. YAY. Jamie said he was going to go but he had to work so i didnt see him there. Its Andys and Sandras bday today. Happy Birthday goes out to the both of you. Its my birthday on Friday. I cant wait. Its gonna be hell.

Dont really have anything interesting to say as you might have already noticed. so i might aswell just go. love love xox